Future Rant

Did you ever have one of those moments where you reflect on your life or parts of it and you become dissatisfied and you feel like you need to change something? Well I've been having that moment everyday now for the past month. Nothing is more unsettling then uncertainty. For the longest time I wanted to be a graphic designer then one instant and one suggestion from a professor and all of sudden I'm on a completely different path that's totally unfamiliar to me. Up until that point I had everything figured out, I was gonna finish up at community college then transfer to Drexel and they would give me a job my last year there...but noooo I had to go and listen to the first person who told me what I wanted to hear "Your a good writer" and now I'm majoring in Radio/TV/Film with a minor is journalism--what the fuck? I don't even know what I want to be anymore, I have plenty of ambitions and dreams but no real realistic goal. So who knows how long i'll be in school for and who knows where I'll be, probably in the same place still wondering what I'm doing. Pretty soon everyone around me is going to have their shit figured out and I'm going to be the last one and I have no one to blame but myself. I like to think of myself as an overall person, I get a long with all kinds of people and I'm pretty decent at a lot of things but I don't really excel to much at anything in particular except maybe video games and reading and understanding people. I'm a decent graphic artist, I'm a decent writer, and I'm a decent everything else--I just want to be sure of one thing so I can run with it and be happy--not that I'm not happy. Well this was more of a rant than a blog.