What is my problem

I got through life not knowing what I want ever. It's constantly a mystery to me on what tomorrow will bring and if I'll like it or not. One day I wake up and I love one thing and then the next I hate it. I think one of the biggest things in my life is the lack of consistency, it plagues me. I wish I could just love something and that be it and never have to wonder again cause this shit is getting old. Seriously women are crazy, I mean so are men but women just operate on different frequencies. I think the minute I find a girl (woman) that has a sense of humor and isn't a crazy bag of craziness then I'll get down on one knee and marry her. Seriously I would say "what wrong with me?" if I didn't already know, too bad I can't do much about it...and I feel bad for people who have to suffer for that. It isn't easy and if I knew the future it would be...but I don't. Maybe I think too much, or not enough...oh well.